Difficult morning

I am struggling this morning. Partially because I binge-ate 3 chocolate eggs on tues night out of self soothing, partially because I ate out twice yesterday, and partially because I've more worked out yet this week due to a combo of overwork and crappy sleep. I know I have 5 more days til weigh in and that I can pull through, but I'm struggling with believing in it. Mainly because my crappy choices have put me here again. This us such a day-to-day rollercoaster and I am way too susceptible to external pressures. Okay enough self pity...needed to get it out somewhere.

Choices

Tired after a long DESE meeting I headed to starbucks for a decaf pick me up and was greeted by growling  beast of a stomach... and then presented with too many starbucks  treat options. But I chose wisely and opted for a half pack of honey roasted cranberry almonds.

Post-snack I feel almost human again; now to the coffee for the rest of my drive into the office.

Weighing in

Headed back to WW for first time since January...

Waiting in line to weigh-in and am nervous. It takes a lot to admit that I'm not perfect and that I needed to hide for awhile. But, with my first race of the season complete (ran the Ras 5k yesterday in Somerville with only 2 training runs under of my belt since my injury-not by choice but by chance) I'm feeling more calm about re-starting this marathon called weight loss.

This weekends was a good reminder that I can push my mind and my body. And, that can be successful and feel good on doing so. Will weigh-in here later about how I'm doing over this week.